This is makin me speechless. You cant even explain to your best friend how you feel. It's just that feeling, That no one else understands. You don't know how to word it, it's the feeling no one else gets.
I tell this to My husband all the time. So proud of the man you are. Love you JWM! Remember how far you've come, not just how far you have to go. You are not where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be.