JH ~ Its been a pretty good while since you've talked about or posted anything about God. That speaks volumes of how you have changed since you've been with him. Don't downgrade your dream to match your reality, upgrade your faith to match your destiny.
As His children we are destined and appointed for the praise of His glory and grace. We are greatly loved and highly favoured in Christ. God's love for His Son is His love for you and me. Based on Ephesians