“He was the class clown, the court jester, because he’d learned early that if you cracked jokes and pretended you weren’t scared, you usually didn’t get beat up. Plus, humor was a good way to hide the pain.”
Except you see that hole in his face. She's just like "wait what now? Oh now! What do I do again? When are we doing it again? Wait how long do I hold it up? Oh I go now? I have to go now? Like right now? Now really?! Right at this second?! Oh my gosh I'm late for doing this!"