I've seen parts of you I wish I had never seen, been devastated by you and hurt beyond my wildest dreams. But I can't let go because in between those heart breaking moments I have seen the side of you that is caring, loving and tender. To this day you hurt me by what I see and to this day you do things that just kill my soul but I cant let go. I hate it but the love I feel is so strong. Wish you could see it and acknowledge it.