"It's weird. He's weird because even after all he's been through, all the pain he's endured, he doesn't want to be held. He doesn't want anyone to display these elaborate affections towards him. He doesn't want for someone to say they'll be there for him. He's terrified it'll be a lie. He's scared to death by false statements. He doesn't want someone to hold him, because he doesn't know that they'll be there tomorrow. He merely wants someone to hold himself."