I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
I can't tell you how much it hurts when someone looks at my scars and judges me without knowing the full story. Mental illness is a disease and if you have never experienced it you will never understand why we do the things we do.
The worst part is when someone lets us fall in love with them when their in love with someone else. This is my life everyday. Its sad when the person you're in love with is in love with your best friend