Did it for years trying to fit in with a clique that I didn’t fit in with at all

Was bullied for many years when i was young. My friends turned out to be such mean girls. One day i just had enough and walked away from friends of 2 decades. I dont hide how i truly feel about it all, clearly. Because that shit hurt and still till this day they’re shady. Nice to my face one on one but never as a group. #bullies