Even tho he made me really happy, I still felt awfully depressed... And then I started going to bethel. And I reached an all time low.. The workload was what killed me and I couldn't keep up with school work, and Jish . So after like a month of trying to juggle both .. I just deleted avakin life. I couldn't deal with the stress anymore I was like crying every night bc of ALL THE WORK BETHEL GIVES 30 math problems a day not to talk of everything else. It was ひ {L I was dying. So I just gave up a
