I’m tired. I’m dragging my body around. My soul is fatigued. I’m tired of living life. I’m tired of protecting my heart. I’m tired of being strong. I’m tired of being the teacher, the alpha mare and my own leader. I’m exhausted from the lack of sustenance to my heart. I’m starved and my soul feels small, invisible, atrophied. I don’t have my own person. Not someone who loves me—mind, heart and body. I am in a bubble of untouched existence. My skin is lonely. I’m tired of...
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I've realized that I've been waiting my entire life for genuine love. I've waited for my dad to pick me up. I've waited for him.. but he failed. And now, I'm just waiting for that someone who would love me enough to stay. In my current situation, I don't think I'll be able to find it.. or maybe never. Cause they always leave..
I am good to those who are good to me. I am loyal to those who are loyal to me. I go out of my fucking way to do shit for people. But if you treat me like shit, talk to me with disrespect or don't appreciate the things I do, you can go fuck yourself because I am done with you.